“Well, what if there is no tomorrow? There wasn't one today”
Quote from the movie "Ground Hog Day".
Everyday seems to a photocopy of the next, there is nothing I can do to help Imogen and nothing I can do to stop her pain.
A shadow of her is still here with us. There a moments I wish to pick her up and hold her tight, but I can’t because she hurts now when you touch her.
Instead I will share with you a moment from today when we were watching “Kung Fu Panda”, yes surprisingly we have moved on from Sponge Bob Square Pants.
She asked me who I would like to be in the movie, the old Imogen always asked us that whenever we were watching any movie. I told her I would like to be the monkey, she decided she would be the cricket (praying mantis) because it was little and strong, that I would be the panda because I was big and cuddly, Aunty Bibby would be the crane…because she looks like one : P, Dad would be the monkey and Kody the raccoon.
These are moments that take my breath away; simply moments that many of us take for grated, that person would have been me in the past.
I never understood how important it was to listen to our little ones, to take the time to sit with them, watch a movie with them, read with them….now I am very aware....how precious those moments are.
I was truly gifted with another special moment on Sunday when Immie joined us in the pool yard late in the afternoon, she never once lifted her head but I knew she was there… wishing and hoping it would bring me some peace. To us the pool and the surrounding area will always be some where we can go and enjoy Imogen’s spirit; we are truly blessed for all who helped it come to life.
With Love and Hope
Fiona, Jason, Kody, Imogen and Ashton xx
Quote from the movie "Ground Hog Day".
Everyday seems to a photocopy of the next, there is nothing I can do to help Imogen and nothing I can do to stop her pain.
A shadow of her is still here with us. There a moments I wish to pick her up and hold her tight, but I can’t because she hurts now when you touch her.
Instead I will share with you a moment from today when we were watching “Kung Fu Panda”, yes surprisingly we have moved on from Sponge Bob Square Pants.
She asked me who I would like to be in the movie, the old Imogen always asked us that whenever we were watching any movie. I told her I would like to be the monkey, she decided she would be the cricket (praying mantis) because it was little and strong, that I would be the panda because I was big and cuddly, Aunty Bibby would be the crane…because she looks like one : P, Dad would be the monkey and Kody the raccoon.
These are moments that take my breath away; simply moments that many of us take for grated, that person would have been me in the past.
I never understood how important it was to listen to our little ones, to take the time to sit with them, watch a movie with them, read with them….now I am very aware....how precious those moments are.
I was truly gifted with another special moment on Sunday when Immie joined us in the pool yard late in the afternoon, she never once lifted her head but I knew she was there… wishing and hoping it would bring me some peace. To us the pool and the surrounding area will always be some where we can go and enjoy Imogen’s spirit; we are truly blessed for all who helped it come to life.
With Love and Hope
Fiona, Jason, Kody, Imogen and Ashton xx
18 comments:
What beautiful, inspiring, wise words you write.
Freya, my 4 year old, was saying today "Mummy, look at this, Mummy...Mummy", all the while I was washing up. It struck me; what am I doing? I can wash up any old time, but that moment with Freya will pass, and I won't get it back.
The dishes are still in the sink.
Prayers, thoughts and love to your family, and especially Imogen.
Renee (from Simple Savings)
Dear Holmes Gang, I cannot imagine life @ your place, how sad not to be able to hold Imminie Cricket! I pray for release from her pain, a peaceful journey before too long. Thankyou for sharing your moments, and so glad you were able to enjoy the poolyard together. Thankyou also for teaching me the importance of the moments, I make sure I hug & listen to my kids, such a joy I will never take for granted again. Never forgetting Miss Immie & all The Gang. Thanks for blogging, much love from Kerry xx
Darling little Immie,
I couldn't agree with you more, you are little and very very strong, just like the cricket (praying mantis) in the movie. I think you are an amazing little girl, with such a strong fighting spirit. I hope you enjoyed Kung Fu Panda, sweetie pie!
Sending you my love and very delicate cuddles. xoxoxoxoxoxo
Dearest Fiona,
Keep being the most amazing and incredibly brave mum that you are. Your family, friends and I, will always be here for you, love!
Each day is a blessing to have Immie fight on, and for any special moments that you can still share with her, I think that really shows that your beautiful little Princess, is a true little fighter.
Sending you my warmest hugs, love, thoughts and prayers. I will visit your blog again tomorrow, with much hope.
xxxxxxxxxx Lyndall xxxxxxxxxxx
I have read your blog for many months and am inspired by how strong and positive you are. you are always in my thoughts even though we have never met.
What you have written tonight is how I am, always something to do, always somewhere to go. You have made me think that all those things are not important when your young ones are wanting to be with you.
Thankyou so much and may you all stay strong and your beautiful amazing daughter be as comfortable and pain free as possible
Thankyou so much for sharing your journey and wonderful family
Tracie
Fiona you are so strong and the way in which you articulate the pain, sadness and joy your family is experiencing leaves me profoundly moved. We do not know your family well, but u and your brave beautiful girl are always in my thoughts.I have been following your blog for quite a while now, and the one thing I have learned to focus on is all the little things. Little things that paint in the detail of a memory, that add the colour and the light. My thoughts and prayers r with your family. You have a gift for illuminating your journey that speaks directly from mother to mother and in its wake leaves the rest of us mere mortals truly inspired by your courage. Much love to you all and especially brave little Immy xx
It is a mark of your daughter's amazing strength of spirit and personality that even the shadow of her you have with you now is the cricket -little and strong.
I know from your blog that as her family you all share her strength and that that will get you through this.
Hi Fi and family,
You have such a beautiful way with words ...
Your journey has been too difficult - it's SO unfair!!!
I HATE this disease so much :-(
Imogen is such a beautiful little girl, and her family are pretty special too :-)))
Keeping you all in my heart during this very hard time for you all xxx
I'm so glad that you got to spend some time in the pool yard :-)
Oh ... and moving on from Sponge Bob - woohoo ;-)
Love to you all, now and always
Tash
Thinking of you. In this post, it is heart rending that such a bright and caring child should be robbed so savagely. I am sure she feels safe with her beloved family. xx
I like it Immie, Imminie Cricket....hehe. So glad you all enjoyed your time in the pool yard, such a special area for you all.
Thinking of you all
Millie xx
So wish I could give you a hug Fi~!
Thinking of you all as always!
Hugs
Kim, Stu and Brenton
xxx
Never in a thousand years could I write so eloquently as yourself Fee. You my dear, never cease to amaze me.
I'm hoping one thing right now, NO PAIN for Immie. I hate the thought of her hurting when being touched, that's not fair at all.
Dear sweet Immie, we love you.
beautiful words to describe such precious moments. You have inspired this mum to stop and smell the roses and for that i am grateful, your legacy will live on in my heart i promise you and your family that. It is amazing how an unknown family can touch you more than those you know. God bless you all
Thank you to Holmes Gang for sharing your journey.
Lots of soft cyber hugs for Imminie Cricket. :D
Love, prayers, wishes and smiles
~Mands! :o)
Fiona, Jason, Kody, Imogen and Ashton,
You are one amazing family and I pray each day for Imogen and all the family at this time.
I hope a miracle comes and cures Imogen
Lots of Cyber Hugs From Craig and Family
Sending my love and thinking of you all, constantly.
Darling Immie, you are a very much loved little girl and many of us at the "Resort" are praying for you and wishing you peace.
With love and hope, Lyndall xoxoxo
Hi Holmes Family, I m happy that the party went well and Imogeon is more comfortable. Hope Cody had a ball at the camp. My thought are with you all.
Halloween Kath
Thinking of you all and sending much love
What a beautiful soul she is and thank you for teaching me a very important thing, to cherish every moment we have with our loved ones. I pray for Imogen and your family that you continue to find the strength through this very difficult time. Monique (EB reader)
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